These shots of pain, they line me up
Can't take no sips can only chug
When bad news keeps coming up
And I'm just standing here like what the fuck
Can't get a grip of what has come
Can't feel no tension when your numb
Can't pull a tigger with no gun
My mind is crazy on the run
I wanna slow down, yeah, the struggle is real
Can't shake my visions and thoughts
My brain is ran by a pill
If you can process my feelings then you would know how I feel
It's hard to give it some time when trying to mentally heal
My anxiety is high as I'd like to be
It's frightening
This lighting won't let up, it just keeps on striking me
It's liking me, inviting me
To a place that you won't like to see
I'm first in line the devil said that I could ride for free
And I'm so strung out on the pain
Bring on the storms and all the rain
Watch me drown right here today
See the past burn into flames
See the past burn into flames
The world is getting worse every day
Just seen the news where they found dead bodies down the interstate
The life we're living in is sickening
You hear that, probably not
I still don't think anybody is listening
To what the fuck is going on
Covid please stay in your home
No family gatherings, your only connection is through a phone
Don't you see that there is something wrong
It won't be long 'til you really see what the hell they really been working on
That's just my opinion
I can't just stop my living
I have children and I wanna be able to pay for their tuition
My future this is what I did not envision
USA filled with hate and complaints
I'm sick of everybody's bitching
And I'm so strung out on the pain
Bring on the storms and all the rain
Watch me drown right here today
See the past burn into flames
See the past burn into flames
You can say what you want but I believe in freedom
But now all you see and hear on TV you can't believe them
And what you will never know is what the media will never show
'Cause I can see the past but I ain't looking back
Just let it burn down into flames
And I'm so strung out on the pain
Bring on the storms and all the rain
Watch me drown right here today
See the past burn into flames
See the past burn into flames
