You spent your whole night out on airplane mode
So I spent my whole night in a stranger's clothes
You know my triggers how I jump the gun
I swear you do this shit for fun

Not to be dramatic
When you left it was traumatic
So I did something erratic
Cause I don't do well with sadness
So I might've sent a picture of me lying on his mattress
To send you in a panic
I knew you'd have to have it oh

Not to be dramatic
But I love you
No I couldn't hate you
Even though I want to
I would never put no one above you
But I'm under him tonight
I did it outta spite oh

Not to be dramatic
I just don't know how
Not to be dramatic
I can't help myself
Not to be dramatic
I just don't know how
Not to be dramatic
Not to be dramatic

One up each other til someone gets hurt
Do something bad and then I make it worse
But who's to blame if we're just taking turns
I can't fight the urge

Not to be dramatic
When you left it was traumatic
So I did something erratic
Cause I don't do well with sadness
So I might've sent a picture of me lying on his mattress
To send you in a panic
I knew you'd have to have it oh

Not to be dramatic
But I love you
No I couldn't hate you
Even though I want to
I would never put no one above you
But I'm under him tonight
I did it outta spite oh

Not to be dramatic
But I love you
No I couldn't hate you
Even though I want to
I would never put no one above you
But I'm under him tonight
I did it outta spite oh

Not to be dramatic
I just don't know how
Not to be dramatic
I can't help myself
Not to be dramatic
I just don't know how
Not to be dramatic

I can't help myself

Not to be dramatic
But I love you
No I couldn't hate you
Even though I want to
I would never put no one above you
But I'm under him tonight
I did it outta spite oh