You spent your whole night out on airplane mode So I spent my whole night in a stranger's clothes You know my triggers how I jump the gun I swear you do this shit for fun Not to be dramatic When you left it was traumatic So I did something erratic Cause I don't do well with sadness So I might've sent a picture of me lying on his mattress To send you in a panic I knew you'd have to have it oh Not to be dramatic But I love you No I couldn't hate you Even though I want to I would never put no one above you But I'm under him tonight I did it outta spite oh Not to be dramatic I just don't know how Not to be dramatic I can't help myself Not to be dramatic I just don't know how Not to be dramatic Not to be dramatic One up each other til someone gets hurt Do something bad and then I make it worse But who's to blame if we're just taking turns I can't fight the urge Not to be dramatic When you left it was traumatic So I did something erratic Cause I don't do well with sadness So I might've sent a picture of me lying on his mattress To send you in a panic I knew you'd have to have it oh Not to be dramatic But I love you No I couldn't hate you Even though I want to I would never put no one above you But I'm under him tonight I did it outta spite oh Not to be dramatic But I love you No I couldn't hate you Even though I want to I would never put no one above you But I'm under him tonight I did it outta spite oh Not to be dramatic I just don't know how Not to be dramatic I can't help myself Not to be dramatic I just don't know how Not to be dramatic I can't help myself Not to be dramatic But I love you No I couldn't hate you Even though I want to I would never put no one above you But I'm under him tonight I did it outta spite oh