I don't know who I am And I don't know where I stand So what else can I do But follow lines in my hand? Blow the candle, watch the smoke Goodbye to you before I choke Although I've never been I've never come face to face Rumours speak of the future Like it's a scary place Soaking my father's silhouette The chaos I've come to regret It's clear that I'm not ready for this I can't live up to these expectations of me They try to change me to what I'll never be Long ago I withdrew my expectations of you Unknown direction but it's where I'd rather be They put the words in my mouth But they don't like the taste Their eyes just follow me round Like I am such a disgrace Their stares are dripping down my skin Judgements are pouring their way in It's clear that I'm not ready for this I can't live up to these expectations of me They try to change me to what I'll never be Long ago I withdrew my expectations of you Unknown direction but it's where I'd rather be I thought that my path was sown by the stars But I don't trust them anymore Cause faking it cool and I'm just it's fool I can't live up to these expectations of me They try to change me to what I'll never be Long ago I withdrew my expectations of you Unknown direction but it's where I'd rather be I can't live up to these expectations of me They try to change me to what I'll never be Long ago I withdrew my expectations of you Unknown direction but it's where I'd rather be Rather be, rather be It's clear that I'm not ready for this