And I know you want to end it all
A lot of shit that goes unsaid
Memories itch the surface
It's got a hold of your head
My fears squealed like a howling dog
And nostalgic tears with a clenching jaw
And slushy legs, so I fall to the floor
And no one can hear me through these walls
My shirt is drenched with my nervous sweats
Depression hits when you live like this
I feel alone, so I'll walk some more
The hardest part is when I'm on the floor
And there's no choice but to keep on going
Half the time, I don't even know when
I have a heavy heart, and it's falling apart
And I start to fall hard (hard, hard)
When life's hard, I start to kill my mind
I'm killing my mind, I start to kill my mind
When life's hard, I'm killing my mind
I start to kill my mind, and I'm killing my mind
Inside my head resides the Garden of Eden
The flowers bloom, but the demons sleep in
Take a bite, I don't need a good reason
Corrupt my mind just to keep on breathing
I wonder how it looks on the other side
Beyond the garden, I can see the horizon
I'll drown this place with my thoughts and my sorrows
Am I really falling apart?
Constantly thinking of alternative reasons I should stay
It's easy to say I'm not enough and never participate
Momentary bliss from this hit always seems to dissipate
And now I'm falling apart
There's no choice but to keep on going
Half the time, I don't even know when
I have a heavy heart, and it's falling apart
And I start to fall hard (start to fall hard)
(Start to fall hard, start to fall, start to fall)
When life's hard, I start to kill my mind
I'm killing my mind, I start to kill my mind
When life's hard, I'm killing my mind
I start to kill my mind, and I'm killing my mind
My fears squealed like a howling dog
And nostalgic tears with a clenching jaw
And slushy legs, so I fall to the floor
And no one can hear me through these walls
I'm falling, I'm falling
I'm falling apart
I'm falling, I'm falling
I'm falling apart
And when life's hard, I start to kill my mind
I'm killing my mind, I'm killing my mind
And when life's hard, I start to kill my mind
I'm killing my mind, I'm killing my mind
