I ain't still drinking like you might think Don't mean I ain't still thinking 'bout needing a drink I ain't still staying out all night Don't mean I ain't still lying awake 'til the morning light I ain't still asking God to help me through the hell I ain't still digging up But God help me if I still was Ain't still in the same truck pressing my luck on the lonely side of town On the wrong side of midnight, running red lights, praying blue lights ain't around I ain't still going there knowing where this ain't never going Aw, I ain't still chasing down that love Aw, but I can't help but wonder if you still would be if I still was If I was still crazy like I've been forever Would you still break me just to put me back together? Are you still wishing we were something we're not? Are you still missing me, or just thanking God? I ain't still in the same truck pressing my luck on the lonely side of town On the wrong side of midnight, running red lights, praying blue lights ain't around Ain't still going there knowing where this ain't never going Aw, I ain't still chasing down that love Aw, but I can't help but wonder if you still would be if I still was If I was still lost, if I was still lonely If I was still not giving a damn If I was still the life of the party Still wondering who I am I'd still in the same truck pressing my luck on the lonely side of town On the wrong side of midnight, running red lights, praying blue lights ain't around Ain't still going there knowing where this ain't never going Aw, I ain't still chasing down that love Aw, but I can't help but wonder if you still would be if I still was Oh But I can't help but wonder if you still would be if I still was If I still was