I want to have it one more time No matter when no matter what's the price I want just tie myself in harmony No one CAN see, no one can feel I feel somekind of solitude My friends are gone until I turn it on I wish I could be your god I wish I could kill, fuck, die and then be free Like little girl in barren field Alone in darkness in the distance That girl in barren field Seeking the stars, she needs a brighter sky Now I'm standing on the edge of that kingdom Those times aren't gone, but they're over for now Memories, my guests, accept themselves 'Cos our religion's like a blue velvet From the first letter 'til the last word Until the last world, there will be passwords I want to kill I want to fuck I want to die And then be free Like the little girl in barren field Alone in darkness and the distance That girl in barren field Seeking the stars she needs a brighter sky Alone in darkness in the distance That girl in barren field Little girl in barren field This is the melody From my childhood it's everything It means waiting and frustaration And my inner joy and depression