Remember your brother, your father, your cousin, your friend.
Life ain't over now, matter of fact is just began.
I'm on a mission, this is just the way it had to be.
Can't be mad at me cause I'm tryin ta feed my family.
When ya think of me, picture the sad little boy ya know that's trapped in a grown man.
And when ya picture me see me in the world full of fans alone and far from his homeland.
Cryin in repetition, feedin his family, bein the definition of hard core.
And tryin ta be what you expected out of me. Gotta be proud of me without slavin over an hourly.
I know it's feelin I've advanced in the dark, keep tamperin with what I'm so inammered with in his heart.
Gotta come better, be better than the average competitor, when I'm impressin the press and execs, etc.
It's lookin like it's easy, but it easily eats at me people need a piece of me but home is where I need ta be.
If you lookin for me and don't see me just leave your loved ones for months and see who still want ta be me.
If you wake up and I'm not there cry for me cause damnit I swear, nothing can ever stand between us but time rewind.
If you wake up and I'm long gone close your eyes and play my song nothing can ever stand between us but time, rewind.
If I could rewind time, I would de-beast me, have you behind n9ne baby, cause I'm crazy.
Do dirt to a kind lady. At first you were mine, maybe. That hurt you but lyin baby.
Cause I was gone, and physically gone, and spirit gone, mentally long gone.
Lookin out for the nigga that get near it? Now when you come home,
Some of the jon is you dearest. I put a million on it you that thinkin of me when you hear it.
It's cool tho, rappin should'ntmake you let you boo go, especially when the man is workin takin joo doe.
back then I was strugglin baby, now it's a new show. instead of a maybach I guess you prefer a pujo.
And night your callin my name, n drive him insane, incredible pain, you got with no monitary gain,
I'm sorry baby that's coming from the heart of the n9ne, I know your thinking of me right in this moment wishing you could just rewind.
Bet you just wish I could just rewind time, work a 9-5, wouldn't have found n9ne.
Coulda just found time to kick with all who that I've neglected and find my place a blank face in a office space,
cause I can't get it right get it right, everybody I kno be steadily mad at me,
cause they be callin me ringing my phone wanna kno what's the matter with me when I'm traveling,
I could just put the whole city behind me, never let anyone find me drop off the face of the earth my vacation hurts them the worst,
ya explain it to my wife why daddy gotta go bye bye, live out his dreams so bye bye,
and dry I the eye eye of my son and tell him why daddy been gone so long only seein him off
and on and tuck him in for me and maybe when I get back he'll remember me,
and cry for me the big guy who had me and would gladly die for me and why you sitting idly wonderin what's inside of me,
rewind the times when we kicked it right along side of me
