Yeah, it’s been 20 years and counting
Been hurtin since the birth of me
Poppin Percocets purposely
First to be medicating, they waitin on the medic
I’m hatin, there’s to much pressure and giving me a headache
It was the Seroquel and Prozac (okay)
Vicodin's a throw-back (okay)
Ativan and Adderall, Depakote, I ain’t mad at ya’ll
Weaning myself off of the Celexa
I don’t know what's next, but it feels like the Devil's coming to get'cha!
Well I don’t feel good, and I don’t feel like I should
It must be my medicine, it must be my medicine
And I can’t come down, I can’t come down
I can’t come down, I can’t come down
Must be my medicine, it must be the medicine
And I can’t come down
I think I-I-I I think little pills, pi-pills is necessary
I think I-I-I I think I think I-I I think I think little pills is neces-necessary
Th-Th-Throw em down my throat, my anxiety's out the roof
And it's proof that a loose spoon, can result in your loose tooth
Try to trust you, but I’m ailment with loose truth
On my nails, and I’ve chewed threw
I'm derailed like a choo-choo
I’m tryna get off, because of the laws
I’m tryna figure out some things
If I stay addicted, I'mma be afflicted with pain
My mental state is hanging in the balance
I’m crazy that's the reason I got talent
But I don't
(Fame)
After ya (brain)
Snatching all (thangs)
Got to cause (grain)
Alcohol, and mix it with darkness
Cause the business is heartless
Heart, art, and start, sip some bars, regardless
Pain, where my bottle at?
Bringin' that water back
Exchange it, for Jameson, mane, got a lot of that
Aim where the dollars at, drain in my veins
What remains is the strain and a lot of yack
