Lying next to you Wishing I could disappear Let you fall asleep And vanish out into thin air It's the elephant in the room And we pretend that we don't see it It's the avalanche that looms above our heads And we don't believe it Trying to be perfect Trying not to let you down Honesty is honestly The hardest thing for me right now While the floors underneath our feet Are crumbling, the walls we built together tumbling I still stand here holding up the roof Cause it's easier than telling the truth I still keep your photographs I remember how we used to laugh I can keep on losing sleep If you're okay with being torn in half It's the elephant in the room And we pretend that we don't see it It's the avalanche that looms above our heads And we don't believe it Trying to be perfect Trying not to let you down Honesty is honestly The hardest thing for me right now While the floors underneath our feet Are crumbling, the walls we built together tumbling I still stand here holding up the roof Cause it's easier than telling the truth Stop ignoring that our hearts are mourning And let the rain come in Stop pretending that it's not ending And let the end begin, oh yeah... Trying to be perfect Trying not to let you down Honesty is honestly The hardest thing for me right now, yeah While the floors underneath our feet Are crumbling, the walls we built together tumbling I still stand here holding up the roof Cause it's easier than telling the truth It's easier than telling the truth