I talk to myself when there is no one to talk to I talk to myself when there is no one to talk to Ever wonder just what it's like talkin' to yourself every night Will I ever make it through the day? It's so hard to believe that I'm still living, I'm alive My clock is still ticking, guessing that God is still with me 'Cuz I could have been gone so many times before Murda Mo is chasing me I'm barely escaping it My instincts is tellin' me that I might not live long in my life My life is a jungle I really don't love it it's really to crumble I fight with these devils on daily basis and I try to stay humble Try not to fall, but what if I slip, trip Try to stay calm, but what if I flip, kill 'em all Last night I had a long talk with myself Drama had a nigga wondering, wondering how close am I to hell Then I had to pray can't let them brake me, aww nah But it's everyday they could've make me soft But so fried, so high is my mistake Don't worry when I'm in the clouds well that's how I stay Ever wonder just what it's like talkin' to yourself every night Will I ever make it through the day? Never thought I make it this far kinda wonder just where you are Will you ever make it through the day? Caught up in my complications nowhere to go It's mandatory that I face them, even though I don't want to They say karma can murda ya, murda ya All this drama just got me nervous 'Cuz I know I've popped shots that don't stop, they don't stop Soon as I lose it they know I get stupid ain't nowhere to you Stop, stop, look, look, listen where heard them I'm hearin' they put to get me, can't let 'em get me I won't stop dumpin' until my clique is empty When this one finish I'm buckin' 'til I put my other clip in Then get up spittin' back at y'all That's 'cuz the can't get with this at all The war is really raw Ever wonder just what it's like talkin' to yourself every night Will I ever make it through the day? Never thought I make it this far kinda wonder just where you are Will you ever make it through the day? Last night I had a long talk with myself And I told myself I can't depend on one, no one else Crazy this thing done made me crazy, hate to say it I done went crazy, this thing done made me crazy, hate to say it I done went crazy, walkin' in the rain Disaster calls my name Callin' my name feelin' so much pain Wanna get away but ya can't, can't run, run Ever wonder just what it's like talkin' to yourself every night Will I ever make it through the day? Never thought I make it this far kinda wonder just where you are Will you ever make it through the day? I talk to myself when there is no one to talk to I talk to myself when there is no one to talk to Last night I had a long talk with myself Will I ever make it through the day? Ever wonder just what it's like talkin' to yourself every night Will I ever make it through the day? Never thought I make it this far kinda wonder just where you are