I think it's time to go Unless you want me to stay I know I got so lucky But that's why I hyper fixate As I start to come down Since this went straight to my head It's hard to enjoy anything When I'm chasing you instead Sedate myself Hard to find a way to move forward Lost in the walk of someone else It's something I should own All the nights spent fucked up on the phone Pacing up the walls like I didn't know That this would be the hardest thing I've ever done It's something I should own All the nights spent fucked up on the phone Pacing up the walls like I didn't know That this would be the hardest thing I've ever done Now I gotta Talk talk talk myself through another meltdown Again A bottle and a lighter Another gun for hire Whatever provides A little peace of mind So I think that's why I Sedate myself Hard to find a way to move forward Lost in the walk of someone else It's something I should own All the nights spent fucked up on the phone Pacing up the walls like I didn't know That this would be the hardest thing I've ever done It's something I should own All the nights spent fucked up on the phone Pacing up the walls like I didn't know That this would be the hardest thing I've ever done I'm getting lost in all your steps I'll slip away and start again When I regress and I regret I slip away away away All the nights I spent up on the phone Lessons in accepting What is out of my control This all weighs so heavy on my soul Like dust lit through a window Floating off I'm letting go