Lady life, don't you cry My life, pain is God Many nights, painfull thoughts of her Yell at me, again I'm wrong In denial, I tried to be your friend I tried to be a good boy All I see, a hate deep inside Startle me, someone save me Now these memories, fill my heart, they bury me All I wanna do! You are not my real mother Is kill you Should I'd beat and stab and fuck her Looking back I was never ever right You were my step-mom who always wanted me out of your sight I would come walkin' in and I 'd say hello, but you slap me and you make some fucked up comment about my clothes So I tried to let it pass, but the visions in my head were with you, with a knife up your ass, laying dead so I pop some more caps in your ass, Now your son is not so fun Motherfucking bitch! Never try to play me!!! You made my life not so good All I wanna do! . . . is kill you [chorus] Wish you were dead now!!! How can I cry over someone I never loved? How can I cry over someone I never loved? Never loved. . .