Real job, good wife, two kids Don't know what exit I missed And this road I'm on is kinda dark alone Fake job, no wife, no kids Can't believe I'm living like this I'm always alone with no way home And here we go again, spiraling And I'm all turned up like the Rio Grande Drink ten times the weight of a sober man Ain't starting my day until 2 A.M. And I hate it, so I'm taking A little melatonin and a bag of weed Plus fistful of xans just to fall asleep Yeah, it's kind of different than it's supposed to be But that's damn near normal to me High highs, rock bottom blows Been six feet deeper than most I crawl out again and start spiraling Start spiraling And I'm all turned up like the Rio Grande Drink ten times the weight of a sober man Ain't starting my day until 2 A.M. And I hate it, so I'm taking A little melatonin and a bag of weed Plus fistful of xans just to fall asleep Yeah, it's kind of different than it's supposed to be But that's damn near normal to me That's damn near normal to me A little clarity A little sanity Would be good for me Would be what I need Doing the best I can So I don't understand Why I'm all turned up like the Rio Grande Drink ten times the weight of a sober man Ain't starting my day until 2 A.M. And I hate it, so I'm taking A little melatonin and a bag of weed Plus fistful of xans just to fall asleep Yeah, it's kind of different than it's supposed to be But that's damn near normal to me That's damn near normal to me That's damn near normal to me That's damn near normal to me That's damn near normal to me