You said you wanted flow You wanted smooth design But now I'm waiting beat down baby it shows Maybe it's my time Maybe I'm on fire Maybe I'm the fantasy behind desire You can ask them all When I'm broken I don't cry You can tell it to the girl your living with I can keep you satisfied I know I need to man up Take control of my life But I just wanted you to feel me like I see the way you hold the knife But I didn't even wonder why It's just another Friday night I'm so alone If loving you is suicide Then I can live without my pride See you in the afterlife I'm going home You said you wanted flow You wanted smooth design Get ready for the beat down baby you'll know That maybe it's my time Maybe I'm on fire Maybe there's a hidden place between desire I know I need to man up Take control of my life But I just wanted you to feel me like I see the way you hold the knife But I didn't even wonder why It's just another Friday night I'm so alone If loving you is suicide Then I can live without my pride I'll see you in the afterlife I'm going home... And I know what I need Because I feel so weak from all these promises I'm sick of these promises ...