A little happy and a little depressed I'm mascara runnin' in my Sunday best I'm a little manic and a little obsessed Can you blame a girl for trying if she's trying her best? I'm a dark room in an apartment But I'm a safe space for all of my friends I'm the starry life of the party Until the moment the party ends Like a freight train that's runnin' You don't see it come But I feel it a mile away A little happy and a little depressed I'm mascara runnin' in my Sunday best I'm a little manic and a little obsessed Can you blame a girl for trying if she's trying her best? There's a calm that comes with the quiet Till my mind get a little too loud I'm a sorry excuse for a Barbie When I'm up cryin' in the dream house Like a freight train that's runnin' You don't see it come But I feel it a mile away A little happy and a little depressed I'm mascara runnin' in my Sunday best I'm a little manic and a little obsessed Can you blame a girl for trying if she's trying her best? Every emotion is a Russian roulette No, never really sure what you're gonna get Oh, I'm a little panicked and a little impressed Can you blame a girl for trying if she's trying her best? (Woah!) Trying her best, trying her best (Ah, ah, ah, oh) Trying her best, trying her best (Ah, ah, ah, oh) Trying her best, trying her best (Ah, ah, ah, oh) Can you blame a girl for trying if she's trying her best? Every emotion is a Russian roulette No, never really sure what you're gonna get Oh, I'm a little panicked and a little impressed Can you blame a girl for trying if she's trying her best? Every emotion is a Russian roulette No, never really sure what you're gonna get Oh, I'm a little panicked and a little impressed Can you blame a girl for trying if she's trying her best? Can you blame a girl for trying if she's trying her best?