God called
She said I'm headed
Straight into the fire
But I like the way that it burns
Karma
Keeps showing up and
Slashing all my tires
But maybe that's what I deserve
For being this reckless
Eating my breakfast
With a side regret placing my bets
Earning my spot on the blacklist
God called
She said it's toxic
That I like to suffer
I blocked her number
Tried it all
Played my role
Did everything I was told
But the universe still has me
In the chokehold
So, if life is gonna fuck me
Then give it to me sloppy
On a silver platter
Serve me a disaster
Get undressed leave a mess
Worry bout it after
Get in bed with my dread
Nothing really matters
Last night
I heard my future
Tapping on my window
She was scary but I let her inside
Did lines in the bathroom
Made out on the floor
She tried to stay over
So I showed her the door
'Cause tried it all
Played my role
Did everything I was told
But the universe still has me
In the chokehold
If life is gonna fuck me
Then give it to me sloppy
On a silver platter
Serve me a disaster
Get undressed leave a mess
Worry bout it after
If life is gonna fuck me
It better call me mommy
Bend me over backwards
Dare to make me sadder
Get undressed
Leave a mess
Worry bout it after
Get in bed with my dread
Nothing really matters
Nothing really matters
Nothing really matters
Chaos
Loveless
Train wreck
Living for the sickness
Psycho
Villain
Eyes closed
Sloppy but I'm serving
I know, I know, I know
Nothing really matters
Nothing really matters
