Yea
Sometimes you just gotta get the shit out
Tired of lyin' to myself all day
Then when they hit me with the question like

How have I been? Not well
Ducked off in my shell
Feel like everybody out there
Want me to kill myself
Roll another hemp like "welp"
Loading up clips with my shells
Yelling like "anybody out there?"
No wonder why they did not help
So how have I been? Not well
Ducked off in my shell
Feel like everybody out there
Want me to kill myself
Roll another hemp like "welp"
Loading up clips with my shells
Yelling like "anybody out there?"
No wonder why they did not help

So fuck it I did myself (what)
Took my wins and my Ls (uh huh)
Now that I'm big like L (what)
They bumping my shit like brail (yea)
Got the FN In my belt
Yea I'm defending my belt (what up)
They want my reign to quit might's well (hmm)
Sike I'ma give em all hell (bitch!)
I'm talking big dawg shit might smell (yuh)
I'm a pit they just clipped my tail (facts)
In the kennel call the shit my cell (yea)
Call Christian tell em get my bail (yea)
Wasn't saved by shit like hell (nope)
In the rough I spent like sales (right)
People mugging like a lick right Rel (why)
Cause I'm looking like I did rob Zales (wrong)
And Got a bad little bitch I nail (uh huh)
When I'm hammered cause I sit and I dwell
I live a dream let me pinch myself
But some people get sick I'm well (exactly)
They say I rap too quick like "welp"
Cause I'm supersonic with my tales (get it)
Street teamers hope I did not sell (why)
Cause I won't let em hit my cell (hello)
The city clicking with niggas I'd kill (brrr)
Hit the show and might empty out shells (bitch!)
She don't bump my shit, I can tell (she don't fuck wit me)
But she begging for the dick like twelve (she would fuck)
Only Tech give a shit about 'Rel (ha!)
Other rap niggas sittin' like "well"
They wanna see me in a five by seven (bitch!)
Or prolly hanging in a 10 by 12

So how have I been? Not well
Ducked off in my shell
Feel like everybody out there
Want me to kill myself
Roll another hemp like "welp"
Loading up clips with my shells
Yelling like "anybody out there?"
No wonder why they did not help
So how have I been? Not well
Ducked off in my shell
Feel like everybody out there
Want me to kill myself
So I roll another hemp like "welp"
Loading up clips with my shells
Yelling like "anybody out there?"
No wonder why they did not help

Got a bitch named Kim I trail
She give me head like it's not tails
They ask how have I been am I well
Does every bitch I kiss not tell (on God)
I haven't been feeling well
Jumped in wishing well and tried to swim like Phelps
Bitch I'm Killer Well
Isolated as well try to go get some help
Bitch in reality just call me Killa Rel
Searching for heaven while walking right into Hell
Who am I kidding I go where the sinners dwell (bitch!)
I treat that bitch like the citadel
Fuck with me I black on ops call me Splinter Cell (bop!)
Rappers be talking like psychos and killers
But I'm on the turf more than NFL
They tried to hinder me someone go get Tarrel
I got a feeling that this won't be ending well (right)
I know want me to forget myself
Ironic how I was topping charts with Dementia sales (I did)
Wasn't winning feeling low so fuck it I lit a L (smoke)
Only had a dub sack for the hemp 'r shell
Took matters in my hand like the pistol held
Bitches kicked me I was down now they kick themself (bitch)
Yea they thought shit was sweet like a ginger ale
And that's why every ho could poke us like a Witches spell
Can't name a form of adversity that I didn't quell
That shit for the birds like millet, hell
I hope niggas got the message like they get the mail
Was off track like a train when it gets derailed (right)
Envy coming from the women and the men as well
They'll cut your circle in half like its sickle cell
And prolly want you to die like your sick of self
So I been secluded working on my mental health they asking

How have I been? Not well
Ducked off in my shell
Feel like everybody out there
Want me to kill myself
Roll another hemp like "welp"
Loading up clips with my shells
Yelling like "anybody out there?"
No wonder why they did not help
So how have I been? Not well
Ducked off in my shell
Feel like everybody out there
Want me to kill myself
So I roll another hemp like "welp"
Loading up clips with my shells
Yelling like "anybody out there?"
No wonder why they did not help