I used to dream of suicide, yeah I had too much pride, yeah Everyone got older and they got a nine to five Now they have it babies and They living their best lives I'm still out here scraping Like I'm trying to survive I'm in the back seat tripping on my past mistakes Ask me I don't see no happy days Even when I'm okay I'm not great I promise you wouldn't want to live inside my brain Simmer down, hear me out Had to climb a mountain, paramount And if you got some doubts We can air it out If you gonna sell your soul get a fair amount I'm trying to live life In the here and now I used to love all these things I don't care about There now Just keep your head up you a soldier I'm in the back seat tripping on my past mistakes Ask me I don't see no happy days Even when I'm okay I'm not great I promise you wouldn't want to live inside my brain So I'll keep sippin till I lose my head It's all fictitious, you gonna lose some friends Everybody's not real They're all fake I'll be happy if I last a couple more days Life is just a climb Then everybody dies How you hating on me because I'm young And in prime Wish when I was younger I knew All that shit be fine I know I'll get everything In a matter of time I'm in the back seat tripping on my past mistakes Ask me I don't see no happy days Even when I'm okay I'm not great I promise you wouldn't want to live inside my brain Sick is how I came inside the game (yea, yea) I used to sit inside insane asylums gang (yea, yea) Got signed quick and thought that maybe I could change (yea, yea) But picture this my mind frame is all the same (yea, yea) But I took this amount of pain When dough, would get me round the bank Swish though, I split and drown in drank Sip slow, then quick I'm bound to sank Friends know, I'm trippin' how I been distant Now they all sit and file complaints Man I got kids that's tryna play But I hit the road like a million miles away Finna rock a stage indeed to pay the bills How am I broken famous? Feel like Ritz, I need a change for real Label keep callin' but I'm at my temple g with stainless steel Don't wanna let my fans down I don't need ig to make it real I'm yellin' Jesus take the wheel! I'm in the back seat tripping on my past mistakes Ask me I don't see no happy days Even when I'm okay I'm not great I promise you wouldn't want to live inside my brain So I'll keep sippin till I lose my head It's all fictitious you gonna lose some friends Everybody's not real They're all fake I'll be happy if I last a couple more days