Gotta wake up
Feel like I'm dreaming
They say you living out your dreams
Or it could be your nightmares you never know
One day I'll wake, one day I'll pray
One day I'll wake up from this nightmare
Will I wake, one day I pray
One day I'll wake up from this nightmare
Nightmare
Nightmare, will I wake, one day I pray
One day I'll wake up from this
Won't let go but I fell and stayed
In the bed and I cried 'til the tears couldn't fall anymore
Ever had a breakdown so damn bad that you curl up into a fucking ball on the floor
Then you get back up like your dogs in the war
Just to bottle it, but that's what you bought from the store
Which wolf dies, did you starve 'em of course
That was me last fall then got a call for a tour
Ooh, alpha murderers, you not concerned for 'em
Do not disturb, fuck you calling me for?
Mama stayed strong watching her mama die
My cousin homicide right outside of her door
Son on the spectrum, daycare don't respect him
They kicked him out, I just took pride in him more
Enriching dark souls, I decided to pour out
The truth let it run like a side of Shakur
Back on my goal, just gotta move forward
Face this trauma or I'ma ignore it
At a stand still since I was like four
The fuck is depression when you gotta do chores?
Grew up fly so probably still sore
Make it look good while I'm knocking these whores
They killed my girlfriend then I saw my world end
Overdose, fell asleep, Doc do I snore
They say I survived but I felt like I didn't
I sat with the Devil and talk to the Lord
Imagine you wake up forgetting your name
In the system and you cannot walk anymore
You blinked and you're famous, it seems that you made it
But you wanna die more than often before
Lucid dreamin' but you wanna wake up from all of this madness
I hope my alarm is set on
One day I'll wake, one day I'll pray
One day I'll wake up from this nightmare
Will I wake, one day I pray
One day I'll wake up from this nightmare
Nightmare
Nightmare, will I wake, one day I pray
One day I'll wake up from this
Last thing I remember prior to me dying of course
Overdosed at the church and fell asleep outside at the door
Hit the NOS on the road, desire smokin' Marley for sure
Tell my distant relatives, I need love, not if it's forced
Am I alive anymore? Woke up in a Sodom and Gomorrah
Kinda like Gorr where I seen this
Surviving, God guiding me toward the light
Which was inside of my core darkness
A door I gotta explore, hold up
Picture a child in this without the support
When no one to talk about mental health
What I lost it for sure you just grew up a screw up
But you made it now you're notorious
Thugs in harmony, with your army all in the court
How the fuck did I make it here
Light a blunt and I'll take a beer
All the stuff that I made appear
Then that means I'm in the morgue
Mr. Manic and depression now they matter
Manifest hand in hand like ambidextrous
Writing I'm on this porch
That's a Camel and a Kool to me
Bummin' a cigarette while I'm standing with a tool on me
You got anymore? I was planning for my eulogy
The Devil walked up, lit it with his hand and said you cool with me
I hopped in his Porsche and got with his chauffeur
Told me what they needed me to do for all my dreams to become true
But then I die with remorse, revenge or regret it
My heart in a balance out and better souls
And on my momma that was the best weed I ever smoked
Too lit like a fire when I hop off the porch
When life gets better then the bad follows it more
To be biased toward the good like they can't do bad
Is the reason negativity gets all the support
Funny how they Marvel at my name, had a Doc now I'm Strange, Fantastic Tech offered the Torch
And the Thing about being seen when you were once
Invisible is you was always there, shit, but not anymore
Wake up
One day I'll wake, one day I'll pray
One day I'll wake up from this nightmare
Will I wake, one day I pray
One day I'll wake up from this nightmare
Nightmare
Nightmare, will I wake, one day I pray
One day I'll wake up from this
