Somewhere in the discourse Do you see me Wrapped up in a wrong cause All neon and Glowing in the floor Cause all I see are red panes Shinning from the break lights A cool bare back Draped in nighttime Embarrassed to say I love you more But I'll change To meet you I breathe you From my thought I'll wait To meet you And I can see you You're not too far The end is near The end is near The end is near I know We'll disappear We'll disappear We'll disappear For sure Making up my own mind Facing all the facts In the wrong time Can't you understand Why I'm upset All I hear are Bad things Creeping from the background My superstitions in the wrong house What I could kill for Coming all this way? I'll change I'll change To meet you I need you From my thought I'll wait To meet you I see you You're not far The end is here The end is here The end is here I know We'll disappear We'll disappear We'll disappear For sure, for sure Afterword: In light you stare around me Through me Although you had no knowledge I am exposed in the moon I rest in that spotlight And though you barely perceive me Light cannot complete me 'Cause I am made for the dark I used to be I would cheat baking in sun Coughing up shadows and deep velvet Consoling my duplicity Yellow eyes and see through skin The light lessened me That light dried me thin 'Cause I am made for the dark And spaces even darker I exists best in the dark My fears are nursed in the dark On that sour breast that soothes me I laugh in the dark Black gums and ivory teeth You search the ground in this dark Afraid, exposed Hands and knees to the earth My belly sits the floor Still I glide to darker spaces It's home I know, I know, know I know, know I laugh in the dark You search the ground In the dark 'Cause I am made for the dark And spaces even darker I exist best in the dark You grip your chest in the dark 'Cause I am made for the dark And spaces even darker