Out cold they found me dribbling asleep And I don't mean no talking I don't dribble when I speak Prescription med's, alcohol, saddies sitting next to the bowl Sweating even though I'm cold the stress don't let it take it's toll When did this happen when I let myself turn into shit When I was younger man I swear I didn't wish for this My dream was raping God if you make this happen God I will get off everything and you won't ever see me slacking nah Then it happened now I can't live up to my own word I feel like I betrayed you cause you went and made this work And I ain't crazy I know you just went to set my road I pray that happened if I didn't pray I'd be unknown Fucking nutter fucking drugs are gone and tripped me out You thinking that will I be thinking you should sit on down My life's a task and it's got me thinking fuck it A Pipe is passed then I'm probably gunna puff it Honesty ain't that what they all be begging for Then your honest half them ain't be your fan no more But fuck it let em know people doubt me anyway Wonder why to get to sleep I gotta pop a any-zay That's pig latin I ain't here to hide no shit I meant xanax if you didn't catch me slightly flip I march on though head be doing mad twirls The spinning cycle got me feeling like I had 12 More then I did already tripped Empty bottles fucking oaf' I already sipped No matter what I do you sitting there to judge my shit That's why every song I'm telling them to suck my dick It's 2am and I'm sitting here the light is off Tell myself to clean the act But knowing that I might not stop I'll be fine I'm the kers I gotta be strong Cause nothin ever happened if I'm gonna be Scott It's all good but I Can't talk now Move forward but I Fall back down My maze wavy I try to make it through Like what's it gunna' do I'm only gunna' take a few I can't stop yeah we gon' ride this out And they gonna find me with these pages writing with me lying down But don't wake me up I'm living life inside a dream Well is this is better I don't know I guess it's time to see You couldn't in-lighten me but now I'm gettin' high for free So quitin looking shitty like I gotta live my life and breathe Be a better man try and make a better plan Feeling like a kid but I'm reaching my mid 20's damn If you could understand maybe you would feel the same And being truthful fuck I just went and destroyed my name You love it real though broke it down real slow Really real and I just feel only the real would know I feel like going you are welcome to come join me Chose to rap on stage because no-one was gonna employ me Just a big winge' nah it's from the heart cause' Proud of my shit till the day comes that my heart jumps I missed a beat I ain't talking instrumental Worst part about it is it's totally preventable Only gotta get a few only God has ever knew I wright my life and there is not one thing pretend it's true