Life's a road that you follow till it's closed off Pick a turn make a brake before the roads blocked Many follow they don't really pick their own paths Me I'm different see they welcome with closed arms I just shrug em off tell em they can have it back It's changes everything let me tell you tragic facts Mates treat you different swear to god they think Your changing in your brain you stay the same And now you cant put up with fame And once that paranoia settles in your barely goin public Just to leave your fuckin suburb need to rally up an army I mean hold my head high now I got them red eyes Safe to say forget about a decent sleep or bedtime I'm on my girls nerves always on the fuckin move She thinks I change I tell her girl you gotta trust me too I put lies right in front of her eyes your gonna watch me Fall apart I got people judging my life but fuck it Tears come streamin down your face. When you lose somethin and you can't replace. When you love someone but it goes to waste. Could it be worse? It's funny back in class teachers said I'm hopeless They say they see potential but I lack the focus Funny twist I was dreamin of this I hope they see me now compare our fuckin payments and shit Man I swear in the back of my mind I knew it'd happen in time and now its actually mine So does it mean what I seen was another sign Or am I crazy and I'm searching for another rhyme It's like theres two of me rapin what it'd do to me All I've done is keep it real an now you see the truth in me I ain't never mean to glorify drugs I just told you bout my road And now the stories blown up, But imma wright it out fuckin oath I'm (rhymin) proud We can go together all you gotta do is find the sound I'm not depressed nah that wouldn't be right word In the studio I leave my mark and the mikes burnt Am I ever on your mind do you listen when I rhyme? So far up never missin the design Cause on the blueprint time yeah it moves quick Try fit my shoes kid rumors never true shit Jesus had his haters, haters let me know I made it Crazy, crazy high I'm faded maybe abk be blazin Blazin up a green batch me I got the weed dak Tryin to be a man about it shit I got on thin cash I ain't used to it its probably why I spend it quick Rapin is my life I put that shit on everything I look you in the eye if you admit that this is mine They like to back stab like a shiv hittin my spine I just pull it out sharpen it and thrown it back Bulls eye hit the mark I gotta throw its black You can stop the beat I gotta know its sinkin in My life is crazy god reminds me that I wish for this Tears come streaming down your face. When you lose something and you cant replace. When you love someone but it goes to waste. Could it be worse?