And I face my own real self, broken in an open world. My heart beats a groove of grief, bleeding to God in a path of pain. Rhythms of anguish and desolation move me into mournful consciousness. While I still believe in a better tomorrow, anxiety is on its way to consume. And I face my own real self, wounded in an open world. My eyes stare into one black hole, seeing stationary state of affairs. A tragic life with unused obsessions forming a torrential malevolence. While I'm still heading towards a light ahead, apprehension is on its way to devour. But I am grateful knowing that I'm alive, and that I'm grateful to be here...