These days are just a blur Looking to find myself I think I might be cursed It's gonna be alright It's alright Everything's a test and I got it all wrong Thought I learned my lesson The words are all gone Get it off my chest But it take so long? My bruises are like roses My bruises are like roses Yeah I can hardly breathe It's so hard to focus with an open mind Voices screaming Four letter words Inside my head It leaves me paralyzed Trying not to notice It's so hard to focus Sometimes it's hard to tell Just what I'm reaching for When I hear the sirens well It's gonna be alright It's alright Everything's a test and I got it all wrong Thought I learned my lesson The words are all gone Get it off my chest But it take so long My bruises are like roses My bruises are like roses (Yeah) I can hardly breathe It's so hard to focus with an open mind Voices screaming Four letter words Inside my head It leaves me paralyzed Trying not to notice It's so hard to focus Dreams are gonna die So I'm living it out I'm living it out Living it out I don't give a fuck So I'm living it out I'm living it out Living it out People are gonna die So I'm living it out I'm living it out I don't give a fuck So I'm living it out Living it out It's so hard to focus with an open mind Voices screaming Four letter words Inside my head It leaves me paralyzed Trying not to notice It's so hard to focus It's so hard to focus with an open mind Voices screaming Four letter words Inside my head It leaves me paralyzed (It leaves me paralyzed) Trying not to notice It's so hard to focus