Am I swimming To keep from drowning? Am I running Running to or running from? Have I used you? If I'm honest, maybe sometimes And though my past is far behind me It's still not as far as I want But I will open my arms and I'll fall at your feet And I'll let you in to where you can so damage me I will stand in the light, least as best I can And I'll live like I'm better, better than I am Better than I am It's more a truce Less a surrender It's more a giving Giving more than I wanna give, yes, it is I will open my arms, I will fall at your feet And I'll let you in to where you can so damage me I will stand in the light, least as best I can And I'll live like I'm better, better than I am The road I took to get here Is one I never wanna take again Oh, I'm gonna keep believing And pushing up to the light The light that pulls me in And I will open my arms, I will fall at your feet And I'll let you in to where you can so damage me And I will stand in the light, least as best I can And I'll live like I'm better, better than I am, oh yeah