Was 27 surviving my return to saturn A long vacation didn't sound so bad Was full of secrets locked up tight like iron melting Running on empty, so out of gas Thought I wasn't enough Found I wasn't so tough Laying on the bathroom floor We were living on a fault line And I felt the fault was all mine Couldn't take it any more by the grace of god I picked myself back up I put one foot in front of the other And I looked in the mirror and decided to stay Wasn't gonna let love take me up that way I thanked my sister For keeping my head above the water When the truth was like swallowing sand Now every morning hope There is no more morning Oh I can finally see myself again I know I am enough Possible to be loved It was not about me Now I have to rise above Let the universe call my bluff Yeah the truth will set you free by the grace of god I picked myself back up I put one foot in front of the other And I looked in the mirror and decided to stay Wasn't gonna let love take me up that way There ain't no Not in the name In the name of love That way There ain't no I'm not giving up By the grace of god I picked myself back up I put one foot in front of the other And I looked in the mirror By the grace of god I picked myself back up I put one foot in front of the other And I looked in the mirror and decided to stay Wasn't gonna let love take me up that way