It's not even that you owe me It's not even that you don't know what to say You won't even look right at me You're not searching anywhere inside your brain And I'm losing things And I'm thinking deep I'm just trying to be alone I'm tired of making excuses to kill the time Everything that I've been doing kills me at night It's like I meant to leave me in ruins Don't tell me I'm just too good of a human to be out here crying If I wanna cry, I'm gonna cry If I wanna cry, I'm gonna cry Don't tell me not to cry when you hung me out to dry If I wanna cry, I'm gonna cry I'll be alright It's not like I'm broke or bloody You did not take any years off my life It's harder to think of wasting body water on someone who made me cry And I'm left with me Thinking way to deep I've just gotta be alone I'm tired of making excuses to kill the time Everything that I've been doing kills me at night It's like I meant to leave me in ruins Don't tell me I'm just too good of a human to be out here cryin' If I wanna cry, I'm gonna cry If I wanna cry, I'm gonna cry Oh, don't tell me not to cry when you hung me out to dry If I wanna cry, I'm gonna cry I'll be alright If I want to baby, I'm gonna cry I'm tired of making excuses to kill the time Everything that I've been doing kills me at night It's like I meant to leave me in ruins Don't tell me I'm just too good of a human to be out here cryin' If I wanna cry, I'm gonna cry Oh, if I want to baby You hung me out to dry, and now I'm bawling out my eyes If I wanna cry, I'm gonna cry