How do you know when something is dying? If it isn't obvious If it isn't violent How do you know when the sun isn't shining? If you can still feel the heat And see the horizon No one knows anything for certain I had to trust without the assurance What was under the surface All out there now I'm so exposed, hit every nerve Electric shock at every turn Took every muscle Whitest of knuckles I had to rip the chord No one to call on I had to fall on A double-edged sword There's blood on the table I feel kinda helpless Am I being faithful? Am I being selfish? Trying to be more well-adjusted Is it love? Is it self-destructive? Had to kill it Wish I didn't But I had to know I'm so exposed, hit every nerve Electric shock at every turn Took every muscle Whitest of knuckles I had to rip the chord No one to call on I had to fall on A double-edged sword No one to call on I had to fall on A double-edged sword I'm so exposed, hit every nerve Electric shock at every turn Took every muscle Whitest of knuckles I had to rip the chord No one to call on I had to fall on A double-edged sword