I get mad at me but it's always you I'm runnin' to
I say I'm fine but you know that's never true
I try to leave, I try to move
But every road I take goes back to you
Yeah, I keep on talkin' like I'm doin' fine
But every word I say just feels like lies
Still got habits, what I was supposed to kill
But they come back around whenever you will
I'm sick of lyin' like I'm holdin' up
You drag me down before I'm gettin' up
I fake the laugh like everything's okay
But even silence hits me your damn way
I hate the way I lose myself
And I hate that it's you who I blame
Tried runnin' from the mess I left
But somehow it still knows my name
I get mad at me but it's always you I'm runnin' to
I say I'm fine but you know that's never true
I try to leave, I try to move
But every road I take goes back to you
I get mad at me 'cause always end up missin' you
I say I'm over it but I fake every time I do
I try to leave, I try to move
But every road I take goes back to you
You, you, you, you
Back to you
You, you, you, you
Back to you
I swear I'm changin' but I stay the same
And every time I try, I lose the frame
I try to shut you out and lock it tight
But somehow I keep losin' every fight
I tell myself I'm fine, but I fuck it up
Like every move I make comes right undone
I tried to drop the weight where we went dark
But even when I run, it breaks my guard
I hate the way I lose myself
And I hate that it's you who I blame
Tried runnin' from the mess I left
But somehow it still knows my name
I get mad at me but it's always you I'm runnin' to
I say I'm fine but you know that's never true
I try to leave, I try to move
But every road I take goes back to you
I get mad at me 'cause always end up missin' you
I say I'm over it but I fake every time I do
I try to leave, I try to move
But every road I take goes back to you
You, you, you, you
Back to you
You, you, you, you
Yeah
I keep on trying
But it never stays
And every time I breathe
It slips my way
