I always make the best of the worst
I say a prayer and hope that it works
I hit the blunt feel like I'm leaving this earth
I start detaching from the meaning of worth
Dealing with growth spurts
Taking shallow steps in the deep
I can't re-write what's already been written
Comparisons the thief of joy the opposite of living
The universe is keep tabs on what you haven't given
Unfulfilled ambition
Did you build ya vision
Is it out of reach at the moment
How to process peace when you have it
That type of freedom we feeding to grasp it
Scheme on the contents of yo pick-nick basket
I got a lot baggage with me
I should unpack it
It's getting heavy all this weight
Has got me falling backwards
Ahhhh
This ain't no fucking trapeeze act
You know you'll never please everyone
That you meet on yo path
I used to be anxious about it
Now it's nothing I guess
When you really gave ya all
Until nothing was left
I'm on standby waiting for the day when they
I'm searching for some validation hoping that they
I been bracing for a fall from grace
Manifesting destiny I can't escape
I'll renovate
And tear the building down if I run out ideas
I rather start it all from scratch
Then just collapse from my fears
So when I'm gone will anyone remember
That I was even here
Feel like my sight was all blurred
And now it's finally clear
With every day that pass I take a deeper look in the mirror
As I reflect on what I see as sincere
Delusions severe
My state of mind is I'm not here
I'm somewhere lost
Not worried bout the day or the week
I rest and repeat
They say that deaths cousin is sleep
I read it and weep
With in the reality I am steeped
I hope it ell be
The reason I can truly believe
Or is all just one big joke
They put that wool over your your eyes
As they blowing
I'm jotting these notes
And sifting through the words for the quotes
I guess suppose
You never really know till you know though
I'm searching for some validation
Hoping that they
I'm searching for some validation
Hoping that they
I'm on stand by
Waiting for the day when they
I'm searching for some validation
Hoping that they
