The root of all evil is a negative thought Time goes on whether you like it or not Life is pretty short it's a quick ass ride It can end in the blink of an eye Feels like I'm stuck in the nose bleeds Feels like my tank has been on E It's like I'm running in circles End up where I started I'm tired I'm getting fatigued I need to breath Fighting the currents I'm fighting the waves I'm lost at sea It's a peculiar predicament Comprehending your potential And what you could be It's like a loss of yo innocence When yo frame of mind is negative Now it's yo nemesis Gotta restart to get back to the genesis Daily habits I consume the repetitive Putting my spirit to sleep like a sedative How do I maintain day to day I'm trying to stay dry in the rain Losing control I might hydroplane But that's inevitable if it's fate I can digest it if that's on my plate I can't obsess about things that I can Not control to be honest that shit is a waste I can be patient I'm willing to wait I can be present and appreciate Live in the moment as I meditate Exist with a purpose that's the only way It might get hard to see you got to keep on going It might get hard to see you got to keep on growing You need to get away Find some way to release all that Tension in yo mind In yo mind Looking for light at the end of the tunnel Find a way out the abysmal I know some energies they can reciprocate Try to avoid the identical I know there's beauty it's all around me I can feel it aware that it's plentiful If it's authentic then I relate to the sentiment But I don't wanna second guess What is life but a game of chess Will take a chance and shoot from the chest That's from the heart That's from the soul Its a blessing if you make it home Could have got lost on a one way I know it ell work one day I know if I take my time to raise the bar and set my mark I'm guaranteed to make it far But if I fall and lose it all List and alone with no one to call I'll be making observations I'll be patient I'll be waiting Never lost my concentration Life amazing Out the matrix Alterations I deserve congratulations Adoration Innovation Ventilation I think I need some space