You used to ask me "If not me then who? Can I depend on you? Can I-" Momma got sick, gotta pay the bills, gotta keep it handled God, I never ask you for a thing, just give me an answer Everything I do seems to make it worse, something like a cancer And I just needed you to tell me one thing If it's not me then who? (Oh) Can I depend on you? (Oh, woah, oh) Would you tell me the truth if it hurts? (It can't make this much worse) If not me, then who? (Oh) Will I lose you too? (Oh, oh-oh) If I fail, is it what I deserve? (I can't save you with words) Momma, how my body aches (Oh) Ever since I left town, do you miss me? Tell me, was it all a waste? (Oh) I've been in the city, tryna run it up I can't even make a play And my heart hurts, but the rent's paid And I miss home, but I just can't stay still I'm the chief commander, top defender I would put my life on the line I remember, last December Telling you I'd make it right Burn to embers, melt together I don't wanna tell you how to feel alive I just wanted to survive If it's not me then who? (Oh) Can I depend on you? (Oh, woah, oh) Would you tell me the truth if it hurts? (It can't make this much worse) If not me, then who? (Oh) Will I lose you too? (Oh, oh-oh) If I fail, is it what I deserve? (I can't save you with words) If it's not me then who? (Oh) Can I depend on you? (Oh, woah, oh) Would you tell me the truth if it hurts? (It can't make this much worse) If not me, then who? (Oh) Will I lose you too? (Oh, oh-oh) If I fail, is it what I deserve? (I can't save you with words) Needle in a haystack I would give my life up just to find it Are you ever coming back? The story isn't over, you could help me write it I see it, I'll be the one, a beacon With all my troops retreated I'll pick up all the pieces Pick up my pen, I start to write I craft it all as I see it It all went wrong, I'll make it right I'll be the one you believe in Depend on me Depend on me