You wanna lose me, I think it's okay You think you're better off without me, have it your way And it's fucked up in the end I think I'm fresh out of friends I put this gun to my head, let it go And I do this shit better off on my own I already know what it feels like all alone She wishin' I was pretend I'm wishin' I was content I wish this conflict would end, but it won't She think I'm a mess up They think I'm an extra I'm not supposed to be here I'm 'posed to be resting Wish I was in Heaven Posted with my best friend Really miss my best friend I wish I could text him And now they wanna be mad at me like it was my fault Used to be my hero, you fell off and hit the asphalt Full halt, I don't even know what to say 'Member I felt so alive and now I'm digging my grave I'm so lost and alone Nowhere close to my home It's 2% on my phone It's getting out of control And I thought I could save them on my own I'm playing the part, I'm not built for the role Your hand became something I can't hold And I know it's hard to see me winning But I'm sure that you will make it on your own You wanna lose me, I think it's okay You think you're better off without me, have it your way And it's fucked up in the end I think I'm fresh out of friends I put this gun to my head, let it go And I do this shit better off on my own I already know what it feels like all alone She wishin' I was pretend I'm wishin' I was content I wish this conflict would end, but it won't