So you think you're ready and can handle a peek Well, let me show you something that you can't unsee Walk you down the halls where I die every night And give you just a taste of the terror inside I point my gun and shoot at you But nobody falls down I scream, but nothing's coming out In my head It's like a murder scene A self-inflicted lobotomy It gets me off like nothing else No one fucks me like myself But sometimes I'd rather be dead Than living in my head In my head Paint the walls human 'cause it never fades I serve killer serial in a basket case You'll want to medicate the crazy away Just wait a second 'til I hear what the voices say It's like a dream that's real It feels they sewed my eyes shut I swear I'm never waking up In my head It's like a murder scene A self-inflicted lobotomy It gets me off like nothing else No one fucks me like myself But sometimes I'd rather be dead Than living in my head In my head In my head In my head If you could see inside my mind You'd run and hide You wouldn't last a night In my head It's so fucked up I even scare myself In my head It's like a murder scene A self-inflicted lobotomy It gets me off like nothing else No one fucks me like myself In my head It's so fucked up I scare myself In my head It's so fucked up I scare myself In my head It's so fucked up I scare myself In my head And sometimes I'd rather be dead Than living in my head