All of my friends live in a plastic bag Walking around, jumping the train tracks Over the fence, veins all black Sleep on a bench in the park On my birthday Call the blue lights Cursed your name When I find I'm still awake Give me everything good, and I'll throw it away I wish I could quit but I can't stand the shakes Choking to smoke, or singing your praise But I think there's a God and He hears either way When I rejoice And complain I never know what to say But I think there's a God and He hears either way When I rejoice And complain Lift my voice That I was made And somebody's listening at night With the ghosts of my friends when I pray Asking "Why did you let them leave And then make me stay?" Know my name And all of my hideous mistakes I rejoice I rejoice I rejoice I rejoice