The way that you laugh The smile 'round your eyes Somehow believing your own alibis You use to be funny you sigh But I'm not smiling Walking on needles, walking on pins Bad would not describe the shape we are in Come on, ain't it funny, you grin But I'm not smiling I gave you everything even my ghosts I was helplessly in love with you more than most Now I try and I try but I just can't get close And I'm always the one picking up after jokes Hearts are mirrors the light falls upon Put them together they go on and on But I look in them after you're gone And I'm not smiling