I'm going under I can't tread the water
I got so used to the way you pulled me down
I tell myself that nothing lasts forever
But that doesn't seem to matter now
Still holding on to something lost
I'm not as strong as I thought I was
It breaks my heart but I can't stop
Holding on, still holding on
I remember the way you said you loved me
And every time I thought you were the one
All these memories yeah they still fucking haunt me
I just woke up and one day you were gone
Still holding on to something lost
I'm not as strong as I thought I was
It breaks my heart but I can't stop
Holding on, still holding on
I told myself I'd be okay
But every night I think of you
Maybe I'll forget someday
But for now I'm still loving you
Still loving
Still loving
Still holding on to something lost
I'm not as strong as I thought I was
It breaks my heart but I can't stop
Holding on, still holding on
