How did it start? Well I don't know I just feel the craving I see flesh and it smells fresh and it's just there for the taking These little girls, they make me feel so goddam exhilerated I fill them up, I can't give it up The pain, I'm just erasing I tell my lies, and I despise every second I'm with you So I run away and you still stay So what the fuck is with you? Your feelings I can't help but rape them I'm sorry, I don't feel the same My heart inside is constantly hating I'm sorry, I just throw you away I don't know why I'm so fucking cold I don't know why its hurts me All I wanna is get with you and make the pain go away Why do I have a conscience? All it does is fuck with me Why do I have this torment? All I wanna do is fuck it away I tell my lies, and I despise every second I'm with you So I run away and you still stay So what the fuck is with you? Your feelings I can't help but rape them I'm sorry, I don't feel the same My heart inside is constantly hating I'm sorry, I just throw you away I tell my lies, and I despise every second I'm with you So I run away and you still stay So what the fuck is with you? Your feelings I can't help but rape them I'm sorry, I don't feel the same My heart inside is constantly hating I'm sorry, I just throw you away Just throw you away