Ya, ya, ya, ya
Choices, everybody make 'em
And the truth is, something I've been thinking 'bout
Reasons, you said I don't give 'em
Maybe I don't know how
Excuses, boy I got a lot of them
Reasons, why I am the way I am
Regret, you said I don't feel it
Maybe I don't know how
How it got so ugly
I was begging you to stay when you left our house
Said you never loved me
Had me ducking all the venom flying out your mouth
Ooh, closed your heart and you locked me out
Ooh, took your beautiful lovin' I turned it out
Everytime I hear them talking 'bout you
I wonder did I play myself
And sabotage love?
Everytime I think about me and you (No, I ain't right)
I wonder did I play myself (When I think about it)
And sabotage love?
Mirrors, trying not to break 'em all
Bad luck, seems like they're always falling
Feelings, now I've got to bury 'em
And I don't know how
Memories of us in picture frames
Set on fire don't sweet the pain
How it got so ugly
I was begging you to stay when you left our house
Said you never loved me
Had me ducking all the venom flying out your mouth
Ooh, closed your heart and you locked me out
Ooh, took your beautiful lovin' I turned it out
Everytime I hear them talking 'bout you (No, I ain't right)
I wonder did I play myself
When I think about it
And sabotage love?
Everytime I think about me and you (No, I ain't right)
I wonder did I play myself (When I think about it)
And sabotage love?
Yeah, I'm off and at it
Admittedly got a habit
Of getting in my own way while I'm wishing that I can have it
The picket fences and pictures of family and foreign fabrics, I know
It'd be in front of me if I could only grasp what I wanted
And so did you, one hundred
Was overdue, was running
You had the clue, took warnings and feelings too
I wanna get over you but I can only blame myself
Think it's time to put these feelings on the shelf
For my health, yeah
I'm not the best at containing all my discretions
I'm not a saint, but damn it if I don't come with confessions
It's easy to block our blessing
Mistakes are for learning lessons
I use this shit as a letter
Apologies to my exes, yeah
Everytime I hear them talking 'bout you (No, I ain't right)
I wonder did I play myself (When I think about it)
And sabotage love?
Everytime I think about me and you (No, I ain't right)
I wonder did I play myself (When I think about it)
And sabotage love?
Sabotage
Everytime I hear them talking 'bout you
Apologies to my exes
I wonder did I play myself
Apologies to my exes
You use your shit as a ladder
Apologies to my exes
Ooh
Everytime I think about me and you
I wonder did I play myself
Ah-ah-ah
