Sometimes. I kiss my scars. It's over with Is this it? Sometimes. I breathe in deep. Lungs close up I wish you married me. Sometimes. I break down. Give up everything. But then I think. About you, You're so strong, You're so strong. It's been 2 years since we even talked. But I still call hoping you'll pick up It kills me to know took your life. No one even knows You were my star and sky. Drift away, I could lie and try to say That I'm the same. Don't watch me cry over your grave. I'll take a drink. Maybe two, or twenty. You're watching me. Kiss another on the face I feel guilty. Though you aren't here, I don't dare to erase. I still pay for your phone So I can hear you speak, Hear you... Drift away, I could lie and try to say That I'm the same. Don't watch me cry over your grave. I'll take a drink. Maybe two, or twenty.