I've tried drugs, I've had women I'd get high and still be sinking I've tried drinking, I've tried dealing With that old familiar feeling I had this ford down in my chest And I was tryna do my best To fill it up and be a good man Maybe find some happiness Oh, I didn't know back then What I was looking for Oh, but looking back now I was trying like the devil to find the Lord I didn't know back then What I was looking for Oh, but looking back now I was trying like the devil to find the Lord All them long nights, all them fistfights All them blue lights, a woman praying She kept on waiting But she never gave up on me And she said boy you know I love you And I can't go on without you And when I leave this world behind me I need to know you'll come and find me Oh, I didn't know back then What I was looking for Oh, but looking back now I was trying like the devil to find the Lord Oh, I didn't know back then What I was looking for Oh, but looking back now I was trying like the devil to find the Lord To find the Lord, oh yeah I didn't know back then What I was looking for Oh, but looking back now I was trying like the devil to find the Lord Oh, I didn't know back then What I was looking for Oh, was living like the devil And the only way to losing was find the Lord Find the Lord