I'm sitting by the window with the echoes in my ears Your footsteps walking down the hall Maybe there were words that could have dried up all our tears I couldn't find them at all I've made up my mind I can't do this anymore Can't watch the damage we do I've wandered so long wondering where I might belong 'Cause I know it's not here with you So sweep me away like the wind blows the leaves Just like the seasons gone by I'm not one of those who can easily go I need to know you'll be fine I've made up my mind I can't do this anymore Can't watch the damage we do I've wandered so long wondering where I might belong 'Cause I know it's not here with you I've made up my mind I can't do this anymore Not after all we've been through I can't risk any more time and it's always on my mind I know it's not here with you I've mixed up all the memories of the things that we have done Can't quite believe them anymore And I'm stunned by the beauty of you standing across the room Even as I'm closing the door I've made up my mind I can't do this anymore Can't watch the damage we do I have wandered so long wondering where I might belong 'Cause I know it's not here with you I've made up my mind I can't do this anymore Not after all we've been through I can't risk any more time and it's always on my mind But I know it's not here with you