You were going out to bars
Driving nice cars
I was on mars
Thinking you were mine
Every single weekend
I would pretend
I was like you
Dressing up to the nines
And we'd go out to the restaurant
Where people knew your name
You're picture's on the wall it's
Like you're in the hall of fame
You loved attention
But never mentioned me
Sometimes I wonder why
You still keep me up at night
Then I think of how I cried
And it gets to me
So
Yeah I'm in my 20's
Saying fuck you and your city
On a green line T
Middle finger up to every fancy street
Where the buildings scream your name
Cause back when I was 18
You were acting like you loved me in a matte black jeep
Only for a moment then rejected me
So I do these crazy things
To give peace
To eighteen year old me
Oh she deserved better
She deserved better
She deserved better
You were in and out of town
Then you'd want me back around
Every single time I stayed
Spending every weekend
Off the deep-end
Never knowing if you're gonna walk away
And you'd show up at the party
You knew I was going to
There was no going out
'Less I was going out with you
You'd tell me that you love me and there was nobody else
Just so you could have me to yourself
Yeah I'm in my 20's
Saying fuck you and your city
On a green line T
Middle finger up to every fancy street
Where the buildings scream your name
Cause back when I was 18
You were acting like you loved me in a matte black jeep
Only for a moment then rejected me
So I do these crazy things
To give peace
To eighteen year old me
You didn't care how you hurt me
Mr. twisting your words, please
I deserved
I deserved better
Than being lost in confusion
In a game I was losing
I deserved
I deserved better
So can you blame me?
For being in my 20's
Saying fuck you and your city
On a green line T
Middle finger up to every fancy street
Where the buildings scream your name
Cause back when I was 18
You were acting like you loved me in a matte black jeep
Only for a moment then rejected me
So I do these crazy things
To give peace
To eighteen year old me
Yeah she deserved better
She deserved better
She deserved better
Eighteen year old me
Yeah she deserved better
She deserved better
She deserved better
Eighteen year old me
