[Lite] Ciroc and lemonade mixed in my styrofoam tryna pinpoint the exact moment where I went wrong Damn I'm wasted and my mind is racin' and frankly my dear I've gotten so tired of chasin' And my life is so outta place and I can't make it fit so my best solution is just to escape from it So po' another drink Gimme a pillow to 'cause I don't wanna think, girl I'd rather feel for you What I feel what I feel now What is real what is real now? Am I still am I here now? If I'm still Will I feel now, what is real now? (3x) I can't afford more problems I don't have time to solve 'em Thinkin' he smiles too often I do not cry that often I need to cry more often Am I living or, dying or finding something worth fighting for? I'm the only real I see I'm the only real I see What I feel what I feel now What is real what is real now? Am I still am I here now? If I'm still Will I feel now, what is real now? (3x) Good intentions, good intentions Young old soul, these my hood admissions Searchin' heaven's admissions In these streets, we livin' The young raising the younger We hunger for ears to listen But I come in peace with peace and hair grease Waves like Catalina, problems you can't see A soul full of problems Eyes filled with glee If you don't like bein' judged then you shouldn't judge me (I'll never change) What I feel what I feel now What is real what is real now? Am I still am I here now? If I'm still Will I feel now, what is real now? (3x) Wake me up if I'm dreamin' now Get me outta this hazy cloud Feelin' like I'm free fallin' down but I'm never gon' hit the ground Gone through way too many ups and downs Breakin' free from these chains right now Won't let nothin' else hold me down Letting go of it all, it all, it all What I feel what I feel now What is real what is real now? Am I still am I here now? If I'm still Will I feel now, what is real now? (3x)