Love has finished and I've been sitting in my living room With tunnel vision, I wonder if I'll ever see it through Wait a minute, my life is going off the course again Bottle and I'm starting to feel like a corpse again All the time Life's hitting my bottom line All I ever do is apologize Probably better off if I die 'Cause everything's so lovely when I go to sleep But I wake up so empty, ghost inside my sheets Smile Yeah, you know it's been a while Feeling like my heart's on trial No one ever sees me smile (No one ever sees me) So why Do I always walk this line Feeling like I'm running out of time That's the story of my life (No one ever sees me smile) I woke up on the wrong side of the bed, yeah Said, "What's up" to the voices in my head, yeah Take a shot, try my best not to forget But I hate myself, wanna replace myself, yeah All my friends think that I'm a reject, yeah-yeah Therapist said I'm on the defense, yeah-yeah Fall in love too easy, I'm so desperate Got all these questions Like, "Why am I so fucked up? Where did I go wrong?" Can I suppress my demons? Watch the world move on While I try to Smile Yeah, you know it's been a while Feeling like my heart's on trial No one ever sees me smile (No one ever sees me) So why Do I always walk this line Feeling like I'm running out of time That's the story of my life (No one ever sees me smile) (No one ever sees me)