I close my eyes, So I can't see you leaving I still hear, You walking out I can't move, Feel like I'm not breathing How do I live without you now Is this as bad as it gets Is this as hard as it seems Is this the way it feels with a dagger through your heart When you're falling to your knees ripped and torn apart How long am I gonna cry, feel like I'm gonna die Trying to forget Is this as bad as it gets Turn out the light, it hurts too much To know you're never coming home again You said goodbye Is this as bad as it gets Is this as hard as it seems Is this the way it feels with a dagger through your heart When you're falling to your knees ripped and torn apart How long am I gonna cry, feel like I'm gonna die Trying to forget Is this as bad as it gets Tonight, Tell me I've seen the worst of this jagged knife Deep inside my broken heart He'll only leave a scar Is this as bad as it gets Is this as hard as it seems Is this the way it feels with a dagger through your heart When you're falling to your knees ripped and torn apart How long am I gonna cry feel like I'm gonna die Trying to forget Is this as hard Is this as tough Is this as bad as it gets I close my eyes so I can't see you leaving.