Falling from my eyes, have to heal this in the darkness
So turn off all lights, can't be sorry for my joy
I can no longer disguise all the pain that comes with growing
I had to surrender to the silence in the noise
You couldn't hear me
And I couldn't feel you
So hard to listen when we both won't take the blame
It gets so toxic
Like, am I what I wanted?
Complain I get burnt but I stand so close to the flame
It was okay when I could feel it on me
But it ain't okay if you can feel it on me
Feel it on me
Feel it on me
I'm holding on so tight
Will you let it go tomorrow?
Always been the type to sink in my control
Up against the wall trying find my way back over
What's on the other side, we both wanna know
You couldn't hear me
And I couldn't feel you
So hard to listen when we both won't take the blame
It gets so toxic
Like, am I what I wanted?
Complain I get burnt but I stand so close to the flame
It was okay when I could feel it on me
But it ain't okay if you can feel it on me
Feel it on me
Feel it on me
Ain't okay, ain't okay
Feel it on me
Ain't okay, ain't okay
Ain't okay, ain't okay
Ain't okay, ain't okay
