August 18th, 2015 Trying to write myself out of the dark Trying to write myself back to the start Trying to find the feeling I once had Trying to understand why things hurt so bad And there's no way back now since I saw my face Staring back at me from the bottom of the lake There's no way back now, moving on Feels like running a marathon, chasing the setting sun Trying to write myself out of the dark I'm trying to write myself back to the start Trying to scratch deeper under the surface Trying to understand why I feel worthless And there's no way back now since I saw my face Staring back at me from the bottom of the lake There's no way back now, moving on Feels like running a marathon, chasing the setting sun And there's no way back now