Didn't know I needed this The distance of an ocean between us To eat cereal alone in my pyjamas Peel an orange and revel in its sweetness To allow myself to be a question And not the answer and solution to everything A person wired for obligation Sometimes looks at the fuse box with longing So let go of my hand so I can Grab a spray can And mark where you end and I begin I want to want you again, I want to remember that feeling Gotta know how to hold you Gotta know how to let you go Gotta know how to hold you Gotta know how to let you go Didn't know I felt like this But now I do, I know I can't go back again What I need is neither an engagement ring Nor a love song as a proof of your commitment What I need is for you to have patience While I pick out a bench at Grand Central Station Where I can watch the trains departing and arriving And see my name written in their destinations So let go of my hand so I can Grab a spray can And mark where you end and I begin I want to know who I am beyond somebody's girlfriend Gotta know how to hold you Gotta know how to let you go Gotta know how to hold you Gotta know how to let you go Gotta know how to hold you Gotta know how to let you go Gotta know how to hold you Gotta know how to let you go Gotta know how to hold you