Had a couple of drinks
And I'm sort of high
All this pain inside
I just holster mine
Riding round my city with a 45
I'd done been inside the room
With a poltergeist
Seen friends turn foes
I done seen homies snitch
Seen someone lose their life
Cause he fucked his homie's bitch
Mess with the game ain't real
They don't understand
All the pain I feel
I can't even sleep some nights
I done did so wrongs
Just to pay my bills
I feel like I'm stuck for sure
I don't feel the love no more
Knowing that my soul's in a tug of war
I don't wanna be the man
That I was before
Built the house on a rock
Just to cut my grass
I can always go home
Even if I'm wrong
They still love my ass
You don't get no love
You don't get no pass
You don't get no money
Let me hit my dash
Let me fuck my bitch
Pump my shit
You could suck my dick
Let me get my badge
Oh - I put my past in the past
Press my foot against the gas
Staring through official glass
Oh wow
Imma push it to the max
Y'all ain't doing me like that
I ain't never looking back
No more
And Imma put it all on the line
And if I lose it all
I'll be fine
Cause starting over's what I do
Baby this ain't nothing new
You can't tell me shit
I done seen it all
Sometimes we gotta take a stand
Please understand it's the sign of a man
With this palm full of pills
It stills sounds
Like I'm shaking dice in my hand
Wash em down with a shot of crown
People talk shit about you
When you're not around
When you're standing right there
Not a sound
Then you look around the room and see
A lot of clowns
Feel it coming over me
I'm so sick of these loyal fiends
It's funny how you see a couple G's
And make a mother fucker lose
All his loyalty
Man the show is over
I'm pissed off man you know I'm sober
Sick of all these fake ass
Mother fucking friends
Like here have a smile and a Coca Cola
I left the streets alone
Cause I understood
That they were that cold
Like I was living in a house
Filled with black mold
Or I was stuck in a mother fucking
Black hole
And I was that cold
God gave me a chance
And I made it out
Now I'm doing every mother fucking thing
That I ever sat down and I prayed about
Oh - I put my past in the past
Press my foot against the gas
Staring through official glass
Oh wow
Imma push it to the max
Y'all ain't doing me like that
I ain't never looking back
No more
And Imma put it all on the line
And if I lose it all
I'll be fine
Cause starting over's what I do
Baby this ain't nothing new
You can't tell me shit
I done seen it all
I done seen it all
Ain't no sense in trying to be
The disloyal dog
Your own friends be the one
To extort yo cause
To the wig can they can't
Never snore on bosses
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Oh - I put my past in the past
Press my foot against the gas
Staring through official glass
Oh wow
Imma push it to the max
Y'all ain't doing me like that
I ain't never looking back
No more
And Imma put it all on the line
And if I lose it all
I'll be fine
Cause starting over's what I do
Baby this ain't nothing new
You can't tell me shit
I done seen it all
